whataya want from me

i ald cheng ren tat i am wrong.....
its still nt enough????
u still nd to tel the whole world tat i was wrong...
i am nt perfect....tats why i seek perfect....
its an equation....
so everything u do make me more pissed off.....
if u knw wat is better....stop doing it....

U would nt belive ur eyes, if we get 3rd prize....

2day so damn fun....
2day is the day our effort put off....
2day is the choral speaking competition....
i arrive sch at 6.30am as usual....
thn we all meet at foyer thn start our training while we r waitting 4 the bus to come to take us go chung hwa(whr the competition held)....
while we training,pn ooi come see us training...
hate her nia.....say we cant get prize de...
she pi ping us pi ping till very very bad.....
bt nobody listen to her....
9.30 we sit bus go to chung hwa...
me and SY take our hp out and play.....*if nt sure bored till we dead....
after we arrive at chung hwa....we saw the CGL's performance....
nt bad...i like the place whr they swing thr head...xD
thn bla bla bla,10.15 d....
its OUR TURN....
OMG,i panic like hell....
when we r at the stage,i keep sweating...
duno why it cant stop...i sweat till my whole shirt wet ald...
its like i juz take my bath...
after we came down from the stage...
i think tat our performance is kinda bad.....
while we r waitting 4 the result...
me and SY r listening the mp3 i take go...
thn we 2 syok tiok a song called if we ever meet again by katy perry and timberland....
i think we wait for 30minute ++ to wait 4 the result...
duno wat taking the judge so long to make their desision....
Wow...we get shock whn the judge say tat we heng ee get 3rd placing....
it reli supprise we all...
we shout and scream like nobody buisness....
we reli wont blive our ears when we knw tat we get 3rd placing....
heng ee din get any prize b4 in choral speaking...
tis is the 1st time....
although tis is the last year tat i am participating choral speaking...
bt it mean so much whn we get a prize 4 our sch during our last participation.....

i would like to thank all the choral speaker in here
we reli make a great team

maybe its true....

Maybe its true tat u make my world better...
maybe its true tat u make my hapi everyday...
maybe its true i rather spend time wif u thn anyone...
maybe its true tat u nd u to say i love u to me...
maybe its true tat i miss u very much....
bt something its true.....
I Cant Live Without u

人因缘而聚,也因缘而散.......

让我来告诉你们一对情侣的故事....

所有东西都从2009年开始...
那个时后那位男生刚失恋不久....忽然间有一个不知何方神胜发短讯给他...本来互不相识的两个人就这样认识了...那位男生便问那位"何方神胜"是谁....就这么巧,她是个女生但她的名跟那位男生的其中一个朋友一样....那位男生把那个女生当做是他的另一个朋友....那位男生便骂那位女生不要这样无聊要的话就在游戏里打过...那位女生便跟那位男生说她是女的...那位男生看到后被吓一跳...那位男生觉得很好笑但又不好意识...就这样,这件事便让那位男生有一个深深的印象...
过了2-3个月....
考试了....那位男生太得空了边去找那位女的聊天.....爱情就是那么特别的,几天后那两人就变成一对情侣了...两人一开始都很爱对方的....有时男的会逗逗一下女的....女的也会逗回他...
但好的东西都不会长久...
那位男生的成绩一直退步....男的已感到很压力..但那位女的也有时让男生但心....压力+但心=并非好东西..有一天,那位男的崩溃了...忍不住了,怎样发泄都没有用..便跟那位女生分手了...
虽然那位男的有点后悔,但这是他自己选的就必须自己承担.....他没脸去看那位女生,一看到就感到愧疚...就从此,那位男的跟那个女生连朋友都不是了.....

Confuse mind.....

We smile because we suffer before,
we suffer because we are confuse.


Tis few days....
i nt reli knw wat am i doin, how does i felt....
everything is mix up in my head...
anger,hapiness,depress its all mix up in my heart....
i duno how should i react....
usually i would think b4 i act,bt nw thing juz goes too wrong...
all i wanted juz a life full of laughter...
bt at the end i am getting a streets toward sadness...
my phone heaven rang since the day i left u...
i heaven heard a "i love u" sice tat nite...
bt its wat i choose, no matter how i dislike it...
i still have to accept it...
by the way...tq for loving me so much at tat time....
it feels so good...bt good thing also will end...
haha...i think my hapiness also come to an end..
i nearly cry tat day...
nobody knows how i felt inside,nt even a single 1 knws wat i felt..
NBODY WOULD UNDERSTAND.......